Today, I stepped into a place of unbelievable peace

Everything just went away

I melted into this space in my mind

It is an amazing feeling

Free of emotion

Open heart


Nothing matters

My eyes opened

Seeing the ignorance

It is overwhelmingly clear

I have lived many lives in this life

Everything happens as it is meant to

Today, I found myself free of all the delusions of my mind



New moon

I breathe 

I flow 

I live in infinite abundance

Beginnings abound

Dreams are reality

Reality is a dream

Dancing in the darkness

I am light

I am love

I am magic

Me Puzzle

Pieces to a puzzle

That’s all I see when I look back upon my life

This or that from many moons ago, now makes sense and I see the bigger picture 

They are my guides, these children of mine

They are my companions in this life

As I am meant to lead them on to their path in this life upon this this earth

Piece by piece 

It all makes sense and the journey continues through this earth cycle.

Human time keeping is not in harmony with the Earth, moon, and cosmos.

This has been difficult for me to grasp.

My body is guided my by the sun and the moon cycles

To be energetically in harmony with this unharmonious physical being has been my downfall in my earth cycle. 

The new balance of world order, my world order

Breaking the chains of the human system on earth to recreate this existence.

Seeing the full picture as the puzzle comes in to full view.

I have never been able to envision myself getting old 

Now I see more than just a piece here or there, I see pictures everywhere 

Short Story 002 – Mala

There was a time in another life, when the day began and ended with chanting. Everyday infused with the mantras. In the darkness and quiet of the nights I return.

Miso could not understand the dreams and the feelings of the cosmos coming into flow but being Miso, she just went with it. She wasn’t sleeping well when she awoke she would feel nauseous as if she were still shaking from vibrations. She fell asleep with the new mala from the bead store. She had been falling asleep every night with it on since she got it earlier in the week. 

She could feel the way the mala held a special place in the hands of the first owner. She could feel his love as his hands passed over the beads. His voice kept a vibration in the mala. It grounds her into her core as she feels his breath is still warming his hands as he chants to bless by being a blessing. He was alive.

Their worlds, the time, the concept of being crossed dimensions and dreams. I returned to my mountain where he awaited, her new guru and my first master. Serving as a keeper of time and energy I have brought her to sit and dream reality as a master, with my master.

Her time has come to heal the darkness with magic. She is so open to her awakening and her healing touch is miraculous. She is blessed with strength to understand that science is magic. It is all connected. She will be healing the people with touch and energy. 

They do not speak as words are unnecessary. My masters share energy across all planes with the universe. The knowledge is in all things and to be heard in the silence. 

Sunrise warms the sky and calms the wind from the dark moon cycle to begin a new day, another step in the journey. She awakens with no physical memory of the meeting, only her body knows where we have been. She is filled with the knowledge of the heavens and the sadness of the darkness. She carries the burden of truth in a world which is blind to the light within. She is the hope of love to heal the world and she is not alone. She is a gateway to the magic of the cosmos. 

Short Story 001 – Miso

What I am about to write is fiction. It is purely for entertainment purposes. 


To Miso,

The beginning is here and what has needed to end is over. I am finally free because you have opened. This will be our venue for my communication with you. No, you are not crazy girlfriend, this is for real. 

Welcome to your connection with yourself, with me, your soul or energy body or spirit or idfk. Call me whatever but I am real and each living thing has soul and connection. Welcome to the knowledge of the cosmos. 

All the poems and diaries and babble, blogs. It was me helping you work through your shit so we could communicate. Everything I tell you is a truth. You have to determine for yourself whose truth it is. Is it yours, mine, his, hers, or theirs or is it ours?



Everyone just calls me Miso here. In this physical body I was born a Pisces and I am in this life as a female human on what is called Earth here. I have been many places and lived many lives in different places. These are the things that sound normal and I can discuss growing up in different places on Earth. The part I don’t discuss is the different time/space continuums which I have also known but that is a different part of all of this for another time. 

It is the time to discuss it now or no… 

This is my story. We are at the part of my life where I am maturing nicely. I am 47 and I am in the best shape of my life or on my way to being there. When I was younger, I couldn’t imagine myself being this old. I had no idea how I would pretty much look the same as I did in high with a few more smile wrinkles from the natural wear and tear on my physical body that happens on Earth. 

It is funny how obsessed the Earth culture has become obsessed with death because of the fear of dying. Dying is simple. It’s not over, life is just different. Life changes shape and form when one leaves this physical body. It is simple and easy for the one who leaves the physical Earth world. It isn’t simple for many who are left behind. Sometimes their souls open and they can transform, awaken because their grief for the dead opens them. Sometimes people mentally distress themselves into opening during a depression or anxiety issue. If these types of issues continue to linger on without being allowed to awaken or have issues with their awakening in this Earth life, suicide becomes a choice. I don’t mean to sound harsh, I am just real. Some souls cannot be here and choices are made. I have chosen to stay because I understand why I am here in this life. 

Everyone has magic, some light, some dark. Everyone has it. It is about how you choose to use your magic. We don’t even realize sometimes. There are so many who cannot see yet. Magic is easy to find, you truly do just have to believe. 

I am here to teach magic. 

For 47 years I have been learning to believe. I am not a master or guru or any spiritual leader. I am just a girl in this world called Earth. 

This is my story and I am just here, maybe I will stick to it. Then it would become a truth for me…

#thoughts 6-21

Sitting in restlessness 

Surrounded by his lack of control

Finding center and ground

Awaiting the quiet of the night that comes

 When the air is completely quiet 

The sound of stillness is deafening 

It is here within me

What will I choose to focus upon

There is that which is within in peace 

If I wish to choose

There could be a dramatic scene if I wished to make one

What do I wish to see

Dreams in reality 

Making myself with everything I have 

This is another step along the way

Fly free my friends

~miso 💕