Sitting in restlessness
Surrounded by his lack of control
Finding center and ground
Awaiting the quiet of the night that comes
When the air is completely quiet
The sound of stillness is deafening
It is here within me
What will I choose to focus upon
There is that which is within in peace
If I wish to choose
There could be a dramatic scene if I wished to make one
What do I wish to see
Dreams in reality
Making myself with everything I have
This is another step along the way
Fly free my friends
The path is clear
Journeying forward with only the obstacles of my own creation
Om Shri Ganeshaya Namaha
Om Shri Ganeshaya Namaha
Om Shri Ganeshaya Namaha
Surrender to the unknown destination of the way
Giving thanks for another sunrise
Taking silence in my breath to fill my heart with gratitude
Letting love open the eyes to my soul
Seeing the world through the eyes of innocence with child-like wonder and amazement
Standing in the warmth of the light
Stepping out of the sleep of reality to awaken in the company of grace, compassion, love
Floating through each step on the walk
In tune with the cosmos we are together on the way
Sharing love and light in the realm of dreams, the reality of the soul
Walking in the sea of stars to the ocean of dreams
Swimming in the darkness and light of the universe
Snacking on cakes of stardust and sipping tea from the rivers of hope
My soul is nourished with love to fill my body in abundance
Giving me the endless light for my path
They take me away and I am present in body only
My mind is out in my imagination chasing them
The ancestors of this ancient culture from where my magic comes
A line of healers and philosophers, artists and craftsmen, gardeners and tenders of the earth
One with all creatures of the earth
Knowing our beginnings all come from the same source whatever name one may prescribe
There was magic and whomever may wish to be argumentative with the way, magic is unexplainable
Feeling the chill of the breeze in the midst of listening to a bird’s song is the sound of the palm trees blowing in cool air to calm my fire
Easing my mind and focusing on my breathing
Entering the darkness and silence as my thoughts come in to focus
Greeting the man and other nameless faces that appear
I am never alone, all I need to do is sit in silence with my eyes closed and someone will come in to focus
But they do not usually speak
Only once has one ever spoken, he gave me a box of light and he said it was mine, I always had it
Questions are never answered when I ask or I should say, words are never used to answer me and answers are not immediately given
There are things I just know and remember as I practice
But I am seeking reassurance
I am questioning myself
They hold the answers
To seek them is to practice sitting and call them with silence
If you meet one then you will know, you will understand and your dreams will never be the same
There will never be the reassurance I want because I am blocked to receive the praise
Doubt and fear still haunt me
So I chase dragons
I seek to dream and believe that it is real
My shadow is walking in reality as I live
We, shadow and light, are awake in me
Light and shadow balanced in yin yang harmony for a breath
My wings spread as I inhale and release as I exhale to sit up and open my wings to their full expanse
Flapping to lift me, leaving my body
Seeing myself sitting but I am empty
Floating above myself with my wings ready to fly free I am gone…
Living in my imagination and chasing dragons
There are moments with you that I don’t even remember breathing when I am in your arms.
My body is pressed against yours and the world around us melts away.
I inhale you.
Breathing you in.
I melt into you.
The way you touch me when you hold me.
I stop thinking and my body moves with your body.
I am breathless moving with pure pleasure from your touch.
My mind, my body, my heart and my soul are lost in ecstasy.
We are yin and yang.
Being with you makes me smile.
And when we are apart, it makes me appreciate the time I have spent with you.
My spare moments are spent thinking of you.
nothing but another moment with you to feel you hold me as I melt into you.
nothing more than to see you happy and nothing more than to make you happy.
nothing but to love you.
Being with you is magical.
We are eternally connected.
Our lives have brought us to these moments and you are magic.
You have touched my soul and filled it with love.
I’m just thinking about you.
That was the best feeling I have ever had
I felt my entire body move
every inch of every muscle as I moved my bones to hold the glass
and feeling it enter into my mouth
move down my body
putting the glass down on the counter
from my head to my feet
I felt my entire physical body
turning to move out of the kitchen
the blood flowing filled with life
pure ecstasy in mind focus on control of myself
I am real in physical existence connected with this earth
I am alive on and in this earth
I am of this earth, the sky, the sun, the moon and the stars
I take pictures with my mind
I take pictures with my hands
I take pictures with my ears
Hearing him breathe
Closing my eyes
As I inhale him
Moving in harmony
Drawn into his arms
The world disappears
When I am in his arms
Inhaling him in
Breathing with his soul
Making love with his body
Giving him my heart
Living a moment
A picture in my mind
The picture of us
When I close my eyes
This picture lives in my mind
I see it whenever I think of him
These pictures of life